New2Love4Now Posted March 25, 2013 Posted March 25, 2013 So I powered up my old iphone that I had when I was with my ex in order to get some old contacts and I foolishly decided to open our text convo to test myself to see if I was over her... Well I'm definitely not over her... I started crying instantly when I saw how she used to talk to me. Especially this one message of her saying how she thinks of me all the time. Then I remembered how she responded to the last texts I sent her... "whhaat" and "suureee" I've never been more angry and sad at the same time. The girl that used to adore me probably cringes when she hears my name or is reminded of me. Absolute worst feeling I've ever felt. It made me want to contact her so badly because it didn't end too well between us... she lost feelings for me and I pushed her away further. I made myself look angry, bitter and spiteful and I hate that I left that impression. I have to remind myself she's not the same person anymore and probably wouldn't give a damn if I died today. Have you guys ever looked at old messages/pictures with them and wondered how things could have gone so wrong?
Kobe2345 Posted March 25, 2013 Posted March 25, 2013 Yeah i did, sometimes when i have to take pictures for my school work, i end up looking at some of our old pictures in my album and it just gets my eyes watery, we spent a lot of time together, had our ups and downs, but she destroyed everything we had, she left me for some other dude and wasn't willing to work on the relationship... YEP, my heart still hurts up till today
Am4Real Posted March 25, 2013 Posted March 25, 2013 I know better, so no! I zip all the photos, emails, docs, etc and stuff the zip file away forever, sort-of-speak. The only reason I keep the ZIP is should there be a reason (which in all honestly I can't really think of a reason). More than likely, years from now, when all has long past, it can be fun to re-visit visually those that have been in your life...it can make me smile, kind of like all the emotions and heartache you went through means nothing at some point. However if you went thru a serious trauma or abuse, none of the aforementioned sounds even remotely palatable.
Echo000 Posted March 25, 2013 Posted March 25, 2013 yea i read thru some letters she once wrote me--how the same girl who showed so much love could show so much animosity at the end is like getting a stab in the heart. Funny, the same night i read her letters again, I met up with a girl and ended up sleeping with her. I used a condom that I had once purchased with my girlfriend, which was resting comfortably on top of those old letters. Haha. The irony.
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