Still not over you

[KJP]

It has been just over 2 months now... And it seems to be getting harder, not easier. Things that weren't effecting me before are now bringing me to tears. Almost every song I hear makes me want to cry. The day my ex and I broke up I deactivated me facebook page. I thought that maybe after 2+ months that I would be ready to get back on. I have a lot of friends from college that I am friends with on facebook, and it is really the only way I keep in touch with them. Anyway... Of course I am stupid and check my ex's facebook page. He has erased anything (posts and pictures) that have anything to do with me...OUCH!!! This hurt more than I can express. I just want to be missed. I just want to be loved. I want him to want me as much as I want him

[skweezd]

I wish I could offer you good advice but I'm also dealing with almost the same situation. I deleted him from FB due to the pain it caused me to see his posts and to see the fun he was having. He was hurt by this and in return blocked me a few weeks later. It was a blessing because I also found myself always looking at his profile pic. Sounds crazy, I know, but love is one nasty ugly beast at times. And speaking of time, it does heal those wounds of yours. Sometimes it's not as fast as you'd like it to be, but it will get better. This site has helped me tremendously. I read other people's stories and read the replies and find helpful new ways to look at things. Take care.