Had a moment recently.....

[joystickd]

Last month I ended a situation I had with a woman for a year. We met and she had a boyfriend. I met her at work. I'm a nurse and she was a CNA. It mostly consisted of having sex in the parking lot of the job after work. She then ended things with her boyfriend in the hopes of being with me. She moved in with a friend. I only went over there to have sex. She was in love with me and wanted a relationship. I just wanted sex. I couldn't go further because she cheated on someone. After a while it got boing because I wanted more and I knew I couldn't have that with her. I wanted someone I could have long conversations with. Someone that had more to offer than just sex. Last month I told her I was talking to someone else. It was no one but I showed her a FB profile of a friend that we both really like each other but the timing is never right. She is older that the her.

 

All she could say was that she loved me and I never gave her a chance. That statement really bothered me and I felt hurt. I remember the times I had felt that way. The thing is she knew what it was. I didn't lie to her about anything. I still feel bad about what happened. Why is that?

[ja123]

I still feel bad about what happened. Why is that?

 

What do you mean? Do you still feel bad because you f*cked her when she had a BF? Or, that you showed her a fb friend to indicate that you have interests elsewhere?

[joystickd]

What do you mean? Do you still feel bad because you f*cked her when she had a BF? Or, that you showed her a fb friend to indicate that you have interests elsewhere?

I could care less if she had a boyfriend. I mean no one out here gives a sh*t someone having a boyfriend or girlfriend. It was more of the fact that she said I never gave her a chance. That was what struck a nerve with me. I guess it made me remember all the horrible rejections I experienced from high school all the way til I got out of college.