Echo000 Posted March 22, 2013 Posted March 22, 2013 Two days shy of hitting 60 days NC, and I still miss her/think of her every day. I dont even know what I would want if given the chance to be with her again (totally mixed about it)..but one thing i do know is that i feel a lot of pain..a lot of my days.
Cogee Posted March 22, 2013 Posted March 22, 2013 I'm with ya and had a breakup at around roughly the same time. Some days are good, some are not so good. I just try to vent in some way when the thoughts enter my mind and keep myself busy. The thing I hate the most is the random flashbacks and dreams, but I know those will go over time.
StraylightRun24 Posted March 22, 2013 Posted March 22, 2013 Hey Echo000 I just wanted to let you know you are not alone. I'm getting closer to the 100 day mark of NC and I'm still feeling a lot of pain myself. Soon I'm going to have not spoken/seen her for as long as we were together and that makes me extremely sad, but we have to keep on keeping on as they say because this is about US healing. Just have faith or whatever you want to call it that one day you are going to wake up and the pain will be a little less, but you have to do all in you power to get there. I think a lot of us on this board are hoping that somebody is going to give us THE answer to help us let go or give us reassurance that they will eventually come back to us, but deep down we already have the answers. It's just getting to the point of believing them that's the hard part.
Author Echo000 Posted March 23, 2013 Author Posted March 23, 2013 "And still I rise so keep ya head up, and make ya mind strong It's a struggle every day but you gotta hold on" 2pac
Damaged23 Posted March 23, 2013 Posted March 23, 2013 I'm with you, buddy! I'm not as far as you (10days since BU and NC) but it is horrible! Everyday sucks for me! Can't wait to be indifferent!!
Author Echo000 Posted March 23, 2013 Author Posted March 23, 2013 almost 60 days and far from indifferent still...
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