6 degrees of separation-one year after

[edelveis]

It's been almost a year since my ex girlfriend dumped me.and what a year!full of ups and downs,smiles and tears.the only thing that worrys me is that i cant say to myself for sure i have recovered completely or not.

 

i have realized much time ago that she was never was the best for me and she has no power over my life anymore.I can also see her without shaking or feeling bad and vacant with time.Many days can pass without thinking of her even just for a sec.but there are so many things which can bring her to my mind out of the blue and then i catch myself thinking of her and starting remember the good things of our relationship or her smile,the touch of her hair and the way she used to sitt on me when we were laying on the sofa.Sometimes i feel like missing her and i know i shouldnt but i cant help it.

 

It hurts me sometimes that she has a new bf and i get to see them very often because i meet them at the library and she really looks happy with him.i hate the thought of finally been erased.I know also that i am back here writing and thats something i should worry about too.

 

What do you guys think?Where exactly am i?i would appreciate every answer..

[denxnis]

Why do you keep in contact with them? Get out of there man.

 

You don't want to have to worry about bumping into your ex - even if you aren't thinking about it subcutaneously you are. Imagine how much more relaxed you would be if you never had to worry about seeing or hearing from her again.

[edelveis]

yeah i agree man but dont you think it would be the best if i could see them without feeling nothing ? it would be a sign of my total revovery right?

[Darren Steez]

If you had your own girl I don't think it would be a problem. She's moved on, so must you

[edelveis]

darren steez maybe you are right.i tried a relationship though few months ago but didnt work out and i dont want to get into a new one and keep thinking of my ex sometimes.