srivers89 Posted March 20, 2013 Posted March 20, 2013 I joined these forums a few days ago posted about my now ex gf(four years) saying she needed space and I just wanted to provide an update of sorts. I haven't strangely cried at all during all this I remember when she had left me for another guy I cried almost everyday until I was starting to get better and we ended up patching(i thought) things up. Is it weird for me not cry? I feel a mixture of relief and anxiety. I'm happy she's out of my life I've deleted her off all my social networks and blocked her number from my phone. Yesterday, I dropped off some of her things at her friends house. During the course of a conversation I was having with her friend I was told my ex gf only stayed with me the last two years out of guilt for cheating on me and she just feels bad for how things ended and not being honest with me. Her friend also suggested I return the Playstation 3 I bought for my ex as a gift at that point I said no I don't think she deserves to get that back I'll just keep it until I decide what to do with it. One more thing, an old friend of hers heard about the break up. They recently had a falling out. This old friend a female proceeded to tell me they frequently had sex with one another. Oddly enough I didn't get angry with her I just said I'm glad she told me and moved on from it. I believe this did happen because I just had that feeling something was going on and there were some rumors floating around that old friends of mine told me, I didn't believe them and that's the reason we are no longer friends. So after allll that I surely do not want to have any contact with my ex but I want this pressure in my chest to go away very soon it's making me uncomfortable and I know it takes time to move on but this feeling weighing down on me is ridiculous.
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