She broke up with me

[Wonder310]

I love this girl. I met her on Facebook two years ago. We started messaging eachother & I had a crush on her. I saw something different. Uniqueness in her you know? Maturity. Anyways, we were gonna get together but she cut me off completely. She got a boyfriend. I was crushed. So I waited for her

 

A year later I move to Vegas, still waiting for her to miss me or something. She did, finally. We became great friends, slept on the phone due to distance, talked all the time, etc. But she didn't know I still had feelings for her .. She broke up with her recent boyfriend & I was SO happy, not to be mean to the other guy. Anyways, SHE ENDED UP GETTING WITH SOMEONE ELSE. So me being the overly dedicated person I am, I waited.

 

Now it's 2013, I end up moving back to Texas, where she lives, & she is single. I tell her how I feel about her. She gets mixed feelings about it & once again, cuts me off to get back with one of her exs. It lasted about a week though because he cheated.

 

So all her exs did her wrong. We started sleeping on the phone again & I asked her to be my valentine. She said yes. Since then, she gained feelings for me. I met her for the first time at the mall & it was amazing. Got her a necklace, a big bear, & when she was leaving, we hugged & I stared into her eyes & I couldn't help but kiss her. I replay that day in my head all the time. She told me she wanted to be commited to me, so she became my girlfriend. Things were going good until she broke up with me due to the fact that I couldn't see her a lot even though I tried my best. She said she wants to try again when the distance wouldn't be a problem (shes in Houston, I'm an hour away). I was crushed. Why you ask? Because she was & is my dream girl. The next day I go on her twitter & it looks like she's trying to date & flirt already. So I start making assumptions & it gets her mad & annoyed, so she blocks me. She said shes not trying to date. So I apologize for being ignorant. She ignores me & is still ignoring me at the moment. We usually sleep on the phone every night, but not these past two days. I went on her twitter again & she IS trying to date. Says the feelings are mutual. I called her just now, but no answer. These past two years I couldn't sleep at night sometimes, because she would be on my mind. We would've been a month today. It might seem like nothing to you, but remember, I waited 2 years so it means EVERYTHING to me. I was supposed to meet her dad in May after her birthday ..

 

I posted here before about one girl who treated me like crap, but this is a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT GIRL.

To be honest, I am 15 & she's 16 but I feel like I have the mind of an adult due to experience. I do have my childish ways here & there. I'm trying my hardest to get my license so I can see her & picturing us together is my motivation.

 

POINT IS, I don't know what to do. She's ignoring me (maybe because I annoyed her so much with all my texts, idk) & I think I love her. Any help?

[hk_1]

Relax, I can understand how you feel but I tell you no matter how not so true it sounds but you two are too young and learning, specially the girl you are like is totally unreliable at present in my opinion, you may get her back if she gets no attention from other guys but tell me do you like to be in a relationship in which you are the extra one? I sincerely feel that you are the spare one at the moment. You are only fifteen do not be too serious about girls you meet in this age, you will get hurt guaranteed, your time for a serious relationship will come but its certainly not now and not with this girl.

 

Thats my humble opinion. God Bless You.

[justwhoiam]

Exercise your patience skills... while you wait, you can hang out with other people and maybe meet someone even better you didn't know she even existed.