I don't know anymore .

[AnnaGraceSmith]

I met this guy .. early on in my life . He was my age & my best friend . Me and him started dating but later on after 6 months he broke it off . It's because he found out I like another guy . So a year later we started talking again and we were friends more . But we still fought & argued & constantly bashed each other with regretful insults . Everyday after school , he would call me if I got mad at him or I would call him if he was mad at me & we'd talk things out . This was our way of being "friends" . So after a year of that , we stopped talking . We didn't talk through the summer & through the beginning of the school year . But we had friends in common so they chastised him until he eventually felt so bad that he told me he was sorry for the things he said to me the year before and all the fights we had & that he just wanted to be friends ... So we talked more . We were more friendly & talkative with one another . Then he got a girlfriend . He forgot our mending friendship & left me standing there . I was literally invisible . If I would call out his name in a feeble attempt to get his attention then he would barely glance in my direction & walk away . So I told myself that I needed to move on . Because if you can't tell already ... I've liked this guy for three years . I liked him a lot . It took me a long time to find someone that I could feel the same way about . He was my best friend , someone I could confide in & he protected me from anything . It was like he was my knight in shining armor . But after 3 months (shorter than my relationship with the first guy) he got controlling . He would tell me who I can & can't be friends with . He ditched me for his friends . & he treated me like ... nothing . It was like I was invisible again . He was ... boring I guess . So after I broke up with him , it wasn't long until the first guys girlfriend & him broke up & then she moved away . Thank god . & then I started liking someone else ... The first guy's best friend . But it was a crush . Nonetheless , the first guy wasn't comfortable with it . So he would always scrutinize me in every way possible to make me feel bad . Then we went back to the arguing phase . So now .. after that , he stopped talking to me , looking at me , walking past me or anything . So I did the same . Then he started getting mad that I was ignoring so I cussed him out & walked away . Now I like him , I don't know who he likes , & he hates me . I don't know what to do anymore .

[asdfasdf1234]

That story hurt my head. Sounds like you both like to chase each other. Just start ignoring him again and he will come back at which point you won't be interested anyways. Sorry, but that's what I got from it.