AwptiK Posted March 16, 2013 Share Posted March 16, 2013 Today's my first day at work since my recent breakup. I took the day after off, had my usual thur/fri weekend, but I gotta be here today. I had such a schedule in regards to texting her during the day...certain times if take my breaks in sync with her waking up and whatnot. This is too rough. While its the most acceptable breakup...being as it was all just timing and school stresses on her, it's definitely the worst...because we were too well matched with each other. Even she thought so, and I know even she hurts now that she has her weekend to realize what it's like without me and how it sucks to not have the ability to manage all of these things. I so wish there would be a call or text, but I know there won't for a long while. Not until school ends or she finds the ability to manage her time between school and her daughter well enough for someone. Maybe not ever if our paths just don't align again... It's hard to accept moving on from the one who will probably forever fill the title "one who got away." Too unforgettable. I miss you, A. I wish there was a casual happy-medium. Endrant Link to post Share on other sites
seriously-let-down Posted March 16, 2013 Share Posted March 16, 2013 Throw your self into your work, like me I was looking for another job pre-breakup, that got put on hold as the only stability I had during my marriage ending was my job. Now my life is changing I'm looking again. don't lose your job over the end of a relationship. Its something you need to have right now to focus on. I had days off after my split, but these were taken as annual leave, not sickness. Yes it still hurts now, 4 months on, but my employer was very helpful and got me counselling. Without that I would not be here now. One relationship may have ended but don't close door on other relationships in you life. take care, chin up, you will get through this. I was here before 9 years ago, that relationship ended after 6 years of being together, now I've been married and with someone else for 7 years. Its just unlucky I'm here again. you will get over this and you will move on, it just takes time. Just that before I wasn't married and now I am. for now? Link to post Share on other sites
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