HopelesslyStuck Posted March 14, 2013 Posted March 14, 2013 Unfortunately, I think it's officially over, forever. We've been broken up for two months now. A month ago, he told me he didn't ever want to date me again. About three weeks ago was the last time we talked. I've had a hard time with it. I think about him all day, every day.. Still. I wake up thinking about it, go all day, and fall asleep analyzing everything. Thinking about ways to get him back.. everything. I tweet watched him earlier. He tweeted "I regret nothing" then about ten minutes later posted "It's been like two months now and im better than ever" From what I see, and hear, he talks to a good amount of girls, and his best friend told me to my face that he's already looking for someone else. It's so hard to accept. Two years, he was mine. Now that hes not, I'm having a hard time letting go.. Yet, he seems just fine. Although everything is not always what it seems, I'm pretty confident that we're never getting back together. I want him back, more than anything. I want to call and text him all the time. I've been doing NC, in hopes that one day he'll start to miss me and want me back. I've been going out with friends all the time, working on myself, trying to be happy, working hard in school, etc. I just feel like things would be more complete if I had him back. I don't know. I don't think he's coming back, and I think I have to start accepting that he's moved on.
Coping Vortex Posted March 14, 2013 Posted March 14, 2013 Unfortunately, I think it's officially over, forever. We've been broken up for two months now. A month ago, he told me he didn't ever want to date me again. About three weeks ago was the last time we talked. I've had a hard time with it. I think about him all day, every day.. Still. I wake up thinking about it, go all day, and fall asleep analyzing everything. Thinking about ways to get him back.. everything. I tweet watched him earlier. He tweeted "I regret nothing" then about ten minutes later posted "It's been like two months now and im better than ever" From what I see, and hear, he talks to a good amount of girls, and his best friend told me to my face that he's already looking for someone else. It's so hard to accept. Two years, he was mine. Now that hes not, I'm having a hard time letting go.. Yet, he seems just fine. Although everything is not always what it seems, I'm pretty confident that we're never getting back together. I want him back, more than anything. I want to call and text him all the time. I've been doing NC, in hopes that one day he'll start to miss me and want me back. I've been going out with friends all the time, working on myself, trying to be happy, working hard in school, etc. I just feel like things would be more complete if I had him back. I don't know. I don't think he's coming back, and I think I have to start accepting that he's moved on. I know this is little consolation but I am in the exact same boat. To the tee. I can't stop thinking about her and she is committed to another guy. There is nothing we can do. We have to eat the pain and hurt until one day we are numb. I feel like a caged tiger pacing in a cage I can never escape from. Isn't it surreal how much they can love us so much one day and run off and be in love with someone else so soon after? I can't imagine my ex looking into another guys eyes like she looked up at me. 3
Author HopelesslyStuck Posted March 14, 2013 Author Posted March 14, 2013 I feel the exact same way. Every day is a struggle, everything I do doesn't feel complete with out him in my life. We were together two years. Two whole years of being together 24/7, so many memories, told each other everything, ....gone. Just like that. Yet, "he regrets nothing" and "hes better than ever" like what the hell. Everyone you talk to says "oh, it'll get better, you don't need him, etcetc" But, its not like that at all. I'm sorry about your situation, because if you are experiencing the same things I am, I know it is not easy and I know what its like to feel lost, discouraged, insecure, jealous, and alone. I feel it every day, and it doesn't feel like it's getting easier. I wish you the best of luck with your situation, Coping Vortex. Keep me updated with how things are going.
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