picstr Posted March 13, 2013 Posted March 13, 2013 Just realized after being able to distance myself from the most bizarre relationship I've ever had, that I was in fact just a rebound. I went from thinking the feelings were legit until I started putting 2 and 2 together. Just wow. Now I feel completely taken advantage of, I feel used. This is the reason things went so quick, she was in such a hurry to get over her last failure that she threatened to end things if I slowed it down. How blind I was. How utterly desperate I was. It was a classic case, I just was to oblivious to notice. So disappointed in myself, this is where having no self respect and being desperate will end. The thought occurred to send her an email letting her know that I know what kind of a woman she REALLY is, as she hides behind her religious facade. Not sure if she has a split personality or what, but this from a Christian woman that is well respected on the dating forum. 2 faced would be a compliment. Prior to today I thought I had an idea that I mattered, that the feelings were real, now I feel less than a doormat. All to fill up her ego tank before she moved on. I'm not really in a good place right now.
MYCluciferase Posted March 29, 2013 Posted March 29, 2013 That sounds painful. Life's a learning curve, eh? I've sort of been there, and wasn't even sure 100% that the woman wasn't still seeing her ex from time to time. (see my one thread) Find your own space, hang out with your friends and have fun. Don't rush the next relationship.
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