d0620 Posted March 13, 2013 Posted March 13, 2013 On day 28 of break up and Day 22 of me contacting him and he not responding. I am finally coming to terms that he will not contact me again and I will never get the closure I desired. I know I wasn't suppose to rebound but it was the only thing I could do to mask the pain, keep from going insane and gather confidence back all at the same time. At first I felt bad for my rebound but I realize that I actually like him and he treats me so gentle I feel like he saved me. I never committed to my current friend because I was holding on to hope that my ex would come back and realize what he lost. I didn't want my ex to know that I moved on. This current guy showed me that I am worthy of real love, commitment and sacrifice. He shows me so much affection through the pain and he is patient no sex. My heart still loves him deeply, but I know he doesn't deserve it so everyday I took more and more of my heart back until eventually there will be nothing. Time heals all pain if we allow it to. Working on 30 days not tempted to contact, just coming to terms. Sigh
stevie_23 Posted March 13, 2013 Posted March 13, 2013 Good for you. This really is the first stage of moving on and being ok without him.
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