Ryan_B Posted March 11, 2013 Posted March 11, 2013 3 weeks ago Tomorrow, my ex finished with me. We had been together 7 months and she was my first ever partner/love. She said she still loves me as a person and wants a special friendship, but she doesn't feel the same romantically. It broke my heart, the week before, for valentines, I even took her away for the week and it was one of the best weeks I'd ever had with her, this was the last thing I saw coming to be honest. I still really hurt now, and miss her greatly. I keep going through all the great times we had together, even little things like cuddling up at night and going to sleep in each others arms, really special moments. I still love her, and it's killing me inside, I wish I didn't keep having these memories and thoughts. I decided to say ''no'' to the friendship right now, as it'd be impossible on my behalf to just be friends and I decided to go NC. If further down the line (I really hope this happens) and I feel like I can just be friends then I will start contact again. The thing is, though, I used to be so busy when I was with her. I'd literally see her in the mornings, go to work from 2-9, then be with her at night and stay over each others etc, and now I'm home alone, see my mates occasionally and just go to work. I'm at home so often now, and just think about everything, non-stop. I try to get out as much as possible (play football-soccer to you Americans!, Go to the pub with friends etc) but it's just not the same without my ex being there. I miss her, so much and miss what we had together, it was special. Has anybody got any tips/advice please? I'd be so grateful
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