Mr Reptile Posted March 10, 2013 Posted March 10, 2013 Looked at old pictures of my ex... and it wasn't as bad as I imagined. NC for about 10 months. I "bumped" into her today, I tried to say "Hi" but she didn't gave me eyecontact, just walked straight, but it didn't effect me. Tonight I opened my cellphone and checked ALL photos, havn't seen them in over 10 months, and there were alot of her. How did I feel? Shaky, but my mind didn't "fell inlove" with her like in the beginning of the BU. Now after about 30 minutes I'm not shaky anymore and I feel kinda reliefed. She is still cute, but isn't as pretty as I thought, it was only my mind playing tricks. I felt like I wanted to share this for you and I hope you don't hate me 'cause I broke the rules a little bit, but it actually felt great afterwards. Are you in the early time of NC, keep No Contact for gods sake and you will feel better everyday, promise. Don't do what I did until you feel truly happy with yourself without your ex. I took a huge risk, but I feel happy with myself right now. I don't think I will feel different tomorrow, but if I do I'll keep updating. Thank you for reading!
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