britrick Posted March 10, 2013 Posted March 10, 2013 So basically i met the girl of my dreams a month before i was due to come to australia travelling for a year and when i mean girl of my dreams i mean it love at first sight for both of us had an amazing month together in which we both realised we had something so unique and special head over heels for each other 2 weeks into my my trip speaking to each other still everyday she decided she wants to join me in 6 weeks this was perfect and amazing to me could not believe it we both spoke everyday about how much we loved each other and how we couldn't believe how weve found each other so loved up etc then 2 weeks before she is coming her dad falls ill aswel as some other family problems which of course i understand has made her rethink family comes first she said she needed a few days to sort her head out which i gave her then last night she told me she is so sorry but she can't join me and that she needs to be on her own and doesn't want anybody she told me I'm amazing and not ruin y experience by comin back for her! she is the only one who is there for her dad which i no is true i totally understand this as i would do the same she has so much going on in her head the moving thing and me is to much for her at the minute I'm hurting so bad i love her so much that she's ended it but i understand why she has done it!! i wanted to fly home because i can't bare the thought of not seeing her! i said i was coming him but she said she couldn't even see me at the minute even if i came back! my heads been a mess i planned a huge future with her but I've realised the situation and told her *i know that ur decision must of been so hard and u are doing whats best for u and u family at the min ur an amazing person i don't want to pressure u with us I'm going to enjoy my time here this year but i really hope one day we can rekindle what we had love u always* as much as this is breaking my heart is this right i know she's the one for me and when I'm back i want to contact her again but i know at the minute the timings all wrong! I'm gona send her <3 xxx by text on the 21st <when we met> of every month while I'm out here to let her no I'm thinking about her! I'm hurting so much will she still like me in a year??
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