iouaname Posted March 9, 2013 Posted March 9, 2013 I don't know what my issue has been tonight. I've been complete no contact for the past 23 days, and I felt like I was moving on and doing really well. I had received several phone calls from my ex that I ignored and have not had the urge to contact him. I don't know where it came from, but I just feel like it all came crashing back down for me tonight and I don't know why... ugh
Author iouaname Posted March 9, 2013 Author Posted March 9, 2013 I know... I guess I just thought that I was over these sorts of nights. I thought that I had gotten to a point where I would still be down about things some times, but I thought that I had gotten past the nights like these. I've heard that the 3rd & 4th week of no contact is the hardest, so I'm trying to just tell myself it's just another hurdle to get over
Toddbt12y1 Posted March 9, 2013 Posted March 9, 2013 No. Regret will only lie ahead. Truth is, no contact is difficult. It seems like this happens, and will happen, time after time. I mean, where you feel low...like this. One moment's lack of control, is days filled with sorrow...no good shall come from this. 1
Author iouaname Posted March 9, 2013 Author Posted March 9, 2013 You're right. I know that I've come to far to break now. I won't break no contact. I'll cry it out myself tonight and then I'll hopefully have clearer head tomorrow. 1
Toddbt12y1 Posted March 9, 2013 Posted March 9, 2013 You're right. I know that I've come to far to break now. I won't break no contact. I'll cry it out myself tonight and then I'll hopefully have clearer head tomorrow. Just know...that youre not alone. Though we may not be there in person, we are in spirit.
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