Id do anything for my baby back :'(

[xbabycakes]

Me & my bf had been together 2 years & lived together for about 18 months, I had been rowing with him alot & three weeks ago he said we were over & told me to pack my stuff and go back to my mums (and i did but i honestly thought he would be begging for me back the next day as that has happened before) i was devastated & didnt no what to do, after a couple of days he got in contact asking how i was and stuff and said we were just on a break but then later said he doesnt want to be in a relationship anymore.

Then a few days later he said we should go out for a meal & we did & it was wierd & i asked 'what was going on are we single or together & having time apart' and he said 'having time apart' and i said maybe see each other once a week and he said yes.

 

2 days later he passed his driving test & told me 1st then came and picked me up for a drive around and he held my hand and he said we will do something on the weekend.

 

I asked him today what was the weekend plan and he said hes working now, but I feel like hes making excuses because all week hes too tired to see me from work and now the weekend too!

 

I love him so so much and just wish I could rewind a month, i miss him so so much & cant do anything im in so much emotional pain & ive fainted a few times probably due to the upset/stress. im so broken, people talk to me but im in my own world i cant listen or do anything, somebody suggested anti-depressants but i cant even go to the doctors im in such a dark place!

 

please help x

[weallfalldown]

go no contact, cut yourself off from him, then try healing in your own way.....no matter what anyone says or advice they give you'll do what you want in the end....

 

But.....if you want this pain to carry on and on.....then be a puppet (and a muppet)

 

if you want to smile again....walk away. close the door.

[pink_sugar]

Sounds like he's leading you on and taking advantage of your feelings. Let him go...