fabulousgal Posted March 4, 2013 Posted March 4, 2013 Well, I can say we are pretty much done. It hasn't been said but he's gone silent after asking for a breakup, then after some talking by me we said let's do space and try to work on some things, because I believe the issues are resolvable starting now. Easy stuff to change for me. But now he's fallen off. I got blamed a lot for not being open enough/distant, so I was trying to show him how much I care while we were spending time apart (nothing over the top, a text). He's gone unresponsive. While I realize I am being impatient, I do think I need to let him go. I am going sort of nuts with anxiety and have insomnia. This isn't right. It just really hurts to think of him with someone else in the future. I don't want to be sad. I need to take care of me. It is what it is. I guess NC it is. I wish there was a pill that could make me think straight and just be strong happy me.
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