marklarsson Posted March 4, 2013 Posted March 4, 2013 Before meeting my now ex i was a player, i really had little emotion and every situation i got in with a female was mainly about sex. i didn't give them any false hope i always told then exactly what i was after. i was heartbroken before and i suppose i put up this massive wall and didn't get attached. but for my recent ex was the one that i actually felt compassion for i genuinely cared. it took me a while to fully open up but i was there. she was going through a traumatic time in her life and i was there for her through out our whole 1 and a half year relationship. however we broke up due to me being distant because of depression and family issues in the last two months i tried everything, once i realized what the problem was but, but she completely went cold on me and i still want her back even though she was not there for me when i needed her most in our whole time together. she started dating some other guy just 2 weeks after we broke up (rebound or not i dont care) but after going no contact, Im fighting myself to not become the old me, it hard because that will easily make all this pain go away. has anyone else felt like this?.
TaraMaiden Posted March 4, 2013 Posted March 4, 2013 Boy you must really be feeling like schytt today - multiple threads are a dead give-away, mark..... 1
Author marklarsson Posted March 4, 2013 Author Posted March 4, 2013 Boy you must really be feeling like schytt today - multiple threads are a dead give-away, mark..... Tara you are right, i think im having one of those days. Today is my first day off work since the break up and its forcing me to reflect not only on the break up but other things going on in my life. im struggling today to the back of my mind. which is why im having this conflict of going back to how i was to cope with it.
TaraMaiden Posted March 4, 2013 Posted March 4, 2013 Can I give you some advice? Turn off your computer. Put some 'right' clothes on (weather dependent) and go for a LONG walk. Just walk. Put some cash in your pocket for a bite to eat or a drink, and just leave the house - walk. But make it brisk. And don't look at the ground. Look straight ahead. I'm serious. Would you do that for me? Even if it's just for an hour or two. Please? Try it.
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