Author McDonald Posted March 5, 2013 Author Posted March 5, 2013 So now that I have finished my essay, there's been more down time and that means, more time to think. ---- and that's where I go wrong. I don't understand why I have this urge to reply to her message. To apologize? To ask to meet up? Why do I want to be her friend? Do I feel like I can't replace her? It's just been so much as of late. I want to be able to walk by them with my head held high. I don't want to have to walk the other way.
CudLRoo Posted March 5, 2013 Posted March 5, 2013 Zammo and fredrickkk Wow. I feel sane after reading those threads. Truly cautionary tales! :eek:
TaraMaiden Posted March 5, 2013 Posted March 5, 2013 What's scary to me, is that they're both British. Seems we have a singular type of phukked-up...... I'm feeling dangerously close to fuzzy-headed, myself......
CudLRoo Posted March 5, 2013 Posted March 5, 2013 ^Yeah, I had a run-in with another mad 'un on a gaming forum, he was stalking a girl too, only with no history with her at all, he'd just seen her pic, gave me death threats n' all sorts when I told him he should back off, guy was probably a paranoid schizophrenic, had a total meltdown in the end. Also British! I often wonder when I'm crossing the road if any of the drivers are one of THEM, though if I obsessed over it, I'd never leave the house.
Author McDonald Posted March 5, 2013 Author Posted March 5, 2013 Wow. I feel sane after reading those threads. Truly cautionary tales! :eek: Their stores are pretty insane. It's surely something I do not want to become. I highly doubt that though. A problem I have is that I'm too nice at times. I never have been Really and completely angry at a person to the point where I would kick them out of my life. That's why for some reason I can't be angry at her for a Long period of time. But I'm no longer sad either. Maybe that means I'm actually gettin over it. I have been angry at her, maybe I feel like its no longer worth these. That there's no need for me to put any emotions into this. Because she obviously is gone. And a friendship? Well we all know why we want friendships with our exes. And because what we really want isn't possible, no need to try to save that either
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