angiemaria86 Posted March 2, 2013 Posted March 2, 2013 I met my ex while we were both freshman. He kinda treated me like his little sisters, i hooked him up with some of my friends, he tried hooking me up with some of his friends, but I have higher standards. After HS ended we both went our separate ways but did talk every six months or even a year may have passed sometimes, but eventually we would catch up. Well that was when we were 15, now at the age of 27, we started dating on March of 2011, very very weird at the beginning because we really didn't see each other that way. I also used to sleep over when we were 19 and his mom didn't even care b/c we acted like bro n sis// or best friends nothing else. Well, when everything started we kissed and all that good stuff. I was reluctant on falling for him, since I've known his been a douch in the past. He was very persistant to give ourselves a chance to be a couple. Well we did. I was wonderful, he was a great boyfriend.... I've never been happier..... my best friend, he would know better, right??? After like a year being together he proposed for us to move in together, I agreed, we're not kids sure..... well time came I opened up a business with a family member who stole my saving and I without a job was very stressed and may have taken it out on him. I asked to just keep our relationship out of the financial affairs. Time came, when it came time to look for an apartment, he would ask me to do it since he worked so much. I did, but as time came closer for us to move in together, he would start acting annoyed at me and acting like if I was stalking him. Funny b/c he had been the jealous one of the relationship and the type to just show up at my house. Well I got really pissed when we had a meeting for the apartment and he said that he couldn't make because he had to pick up his bestfriend from the Airport. Furious I told him I would make it easier for him since his been acting like he doesnt want to be in a relationship. I broke up with him..... i had thought he would come back to me but he didn't. I was devastated... He completely changed, I moved on my own and with 2 months of depression, no job and clinging on my savings, i made a 2 week trip to Colombia. With family and friends my pain was a bit more passive.... while there he texted me saying he missed me and felt miserable, he was crying over pictures of us together last july 4th. When I came back.... it's only been hot and cold with him, comes and goes and I'm the only one that gets hurt and tries to work things out.... I want to move on but I can't it's hard, too much memories. I'm currently working and starting College, but my stomach still feels a deep hole of pain.... I sometimes wish he would be the same but he just hurts me again every time we get back together he just bails on me.
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