gravi1 Posted February 28, 2013 Posted February 28, 2013 I post an hour ago about how sad it is I feel because my ex stoped texting etc.Well she just text me a rather long one and I quote. "Afternoon ............, I wonder why this is hapenning to us, for so long time not communicating. My dear it realy hurts me to death when I think about it, it makes me cry day and night. you are so far away now. Please think of me too, I am alone the whole day and I keep thinkin of you. You are sure that you will forget about me and get through what I did to you, but you are really killing me in process, please say something to me, its painfull already, I try not to text you, but I just hurt myself because of the love I have for you. I dream about you alot. I wish you can forget what I did to you soon realy. I love you my .............." Ok I nearly felt good that she feels remorse, but gues what today is 28 Feb, end of the month and therefore payday, Maaaan that is so predictable. She doesnt work, pregnant with a child that she claims is mine but a serial cheater even during her pregnancy. I am known for my soft heart and I have an even softer spot for her.I am now sad that she was in it only for the economic means I provided her. This is even heartless and cheaper that the cheating. I must give this lady some credit though-when I was devastated in my mariage and lost faith in love or even its existance, she rode into my life and showed me love and more, but perhaps I couldnt satisfy her like I couldnt my exwife then, (I am average and dont have a problem with that). I stayed with her innitialy while I had hints that she was cheating. Ironicaly I was afraid of the type of pain and betrayal I feel now that I have decided to go NC and rid myself.
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