This is going to be long.

[jameisha]

Let me start from whats happening today. Me and my ex have been sharing the same bed for a month after we broke up. we were together for three years and it has been rough. I have trusts issues. So I invaded his privacy a lot. I went through his phone and would find convos of him and some girl. we would fight about it and i would be left feeling insecure. He is a nice guy. Pretty much the typical man. I did everything for him. supported him and his music and a paid a lot of the bills whether i had a job or not.I helped him get his down payment for a car which i help pay for and get fixed. he lost his job and i didn't panic or get upset. I lost my job and he flipped his ****. Anyways while he didn't have a job he would go out on dates with girls. this he denies. of course i would find out because of his phone, we argue, and then make up. last month he wrecked the car by hitting a bus. It got put in the shop and by this time we both had to try and keep our jobs. I moved to my roommates apartment (which i hated) and he stayed with his parents. I worked while he pretty much did nothing lol. anyway, that entire week he didn't call.I had to call him. at one point though he seemed like he really wanted to see and be with me. He finally moved down with me and my coworker. I looked through his phone and found pics and that he had been calling ant emailing the same girl from a year ago. I confronted him. HE told me we were done and i said well duh. Every since then he has been trying to talk and be nice. His car is still in the shop. he doesn't want to move with his parents because he thinks they wont help him get back and forth to work. So staying with me would be easier and he can save money. If this was reversed he would be trying to kick me out. he asks if i would help him with the car and I don't even have a car. Now he has a female that comes and picks him up every now and then. SO all that being said, as foolish as it sounds i still have feelings for him. I may not be the easiest person to be with but neither is he. What do I do?

[peace frog]

I say move on and find a guy who doesn't talk to other girls behind your back.