lostwithout Posted February 24, 2013 Posted February 24, 2013 I cant stand the heartache I feel. The regret and dreams of holding her while I lay in bed. My 5 year relationship is over and its like a death I cant get over and the fact that I have a 3 year old daughter with her makes it even harder. I wasn't a great boyfriend at all though and I deserve this Im sure. I mentally abused her and I know this. Why i did that!! is what I keep asking myself? She ran into the arms of another man and I don't know what to do. We have spoke on the phone for 5 hours one day and she put out all the reasons why she doesn't want me back and I kept saying I was sorry and would never do this again but I keep getting shut out. I kept on saying how special she is and how I love every little aspect of her and what a great mom she is. Her response was that she never knew I felt this way for her and it was blowing her mind. A few days later I had to pay her child support and she stayed speaking with me for hours again and all I could do was be pathetic and begging that we fix things and I would never be the way I was before. The fact she's dating someone else kills me but I have to act civil to show her how much I love her and keep a level head for my 3 year old. BUT ITS HARD. We have only been broken up for 5 days and its the worst pain in the world. How do i react to her when i see her when I get the baby? I need to win her back and show her that I love her every single day of my life. What can I do? What should I do? Time? Truth is guys are jerks not all but most. This relationship could end as soon as it started but fact that its her boss at work puts a huge damper in that. I love my ex I truly truly do and I would change forever if i had the chance to win her.
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