Toomuchhurt Posted February 24, 2013 Posted February 24, 2013 Hi everyone. I really need some outside advice and really hoped someone could help x Im going to keep this as short as possible. Iv been back with my partner of 7 years for fourteen months after he broke my heart and left me for another woman for 2 months. I was beyond devastated. The kind of pain you could not even put into words. Before he left me for her he was cheating on me for four months. 2 weeks after I found out he left and it literally shattered my world. I truely was as good as gold to this man, there is nothing i didn't do for him and give him and I am not unattractive. Anyway, I took him back straight away as soon as he got in touch with me because I love him so much. Even after everything he's put me through with her and the other ways he hurt me over the years I really love him. In our good times, I feel so close to him, even now, after what he did to me, he feels like my right arm. Over the 14 months we have been back together he seems to have really changed. He is reliable and consistent, and said once he coulden't believe he did that to me. The problem is I can't let go of the past, I feel so sad, deeply sad. Im an absolute paranoid wreck. Terrified he will leave me again. Every single day I go over and over how scared I am of him leaving me again. Its truely pathetic I know. Im utterly torn, on the one hand he is my world, I love him to bits and on the other I cant stand what he might do again. I feel like im going mad. Please help x:(
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