FailedFirstLove Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 So its been over two months and i still think about him everyday, somedays not as much. Its really hard guys but i have to tell those of you who are just fresh out of the relationship it gets a Tiny bit easier... I never thought there would be a minute when i dont think about him. but there was maybe 5mins where i didnt. I can see how as time goes by there will be more and longer moments where i dont think about him. im not way near moving on with someone else but im focusing on my own future. The last time we talked and tried to be friends. i had a picture with a guy friend and he got all uneasy and jealous... wtf. his the one who broke up with me. Then he blames me because he cant sleep at night. Apparently it was my fault because he keeps thinking about me. He asks me where i go or do and i cant seem to ask much because its not my problem anymore. You do realise at random points in the day you CAN live without the other person. And if it was their choice to walk away then you have to accept that. There are times in the day where i feel sooo down and just want to cry. I just cry it out and try to sleep. I still have problems sleeping but it is getting better. and let me tell you sleep really helps with moods!! When i couldnt sleep at all and had the worst restless nights i would be an emotional wreck. Then i began to play soft music or watch something to sleep. it helped to cope better. Its been raining all day for days now, and its meant to be continuing for another week or so... its miserable weather! and is making me miss him soooo much more. The last time we spoke he told me he was trying to get over me but its intense. i dont beleive a word. i think his coping alright not as badly as me who got dumped out of the blue!. anyways sorry so much rambling, but ive been so stressed lately =( take care all! 2
Inviv_girl Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 I know how you feel. I understand you completely. I miss him and think about him everyday for over 6 months now, and yes I do cry. What can we do about this? everybody has different stage of recovery and my stage is slow I guess, I do love him and love him still till I dont know when. I got the job overseas and starts next week. Im excited. I will be working and working and I really hope get better sleep then. Deep inside me I know I will still think about him, I dont know what future bring but I do hope for the best to come. Take care of yourself!
Author FailedFirstLove Posted February 23, 2013 Author Posted February 23, 2013 I know how you feel. I understand you completely. I miss him and think about him everyday for over 6 months now, and yes I do cry. What can we do about this? everybody has different stage of recovery and my stage is slow I guess, I do love him and love him still till I dont know when. I got the job overseas and starts next week. Im excited. I will be working and working and I really hope get better sleep then. Deep inside me I know I will still think about him, I dont know what future bring but I do hope for the best to come. Take care of yourself! Congratulations!!!!!! That's a really big step and I BELEIVE it will help you. I wish I could do something like that. Start fresh in a new place where there's no memories of him. I wish you all the best! it can't get worse than this. I think once we have passed this it wills make us stronger
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