zanesfan Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 I guess those feelings I had never went away after all. This man that i was seeing on and off for a whole year has resurfaced in my life yet again. We are friends at this point. Out of curiosity I browsed his Facebook page and he posted a picture in January that said " I love u but I'm not gonna fight anymore." And a girl responded, "interesting, it is what it is." My heart dropped. This is a girl that I'm assuming he met around the time he met me. However it seems like she got a bigger piece than I ever did. His heart. Right now I am trembling. He said they dated but I have a gut feeling that it was way more. Wow. I feel like a ton of bricks just landed on me. I guess ignorance is bliss after all. I feel like ****. Just when I thought that maybe he cared for me in the past.. has been destroyed by the truth. I don't even know how to handle him at this point. He said it was no one else. He didn't have time to date.. etc. Oh well.
iKING Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 I guess those feelings I had never went away after all. This man that i was seeing on and off for a whole year has resurfaced in my life yet again. We are friends at this point. Out of curiosity I browsed his Facebook page and he posted a picture in January that said " I love u but I'm not gonna fight anymore." And a girl responded, "interesting, it is what it is." My heart dropped. This is a girl that I'm assuming he met around the time he met me. However it seems like she got a bigger piece than I ever did. His heart. Right now I am trembling. He said they dated but I have a gut feeling that it was way more. Wow. I feel like a ton of bricks just landed on me. I guess ignorance is bliss after all. I feel like ****. Just when I thought that maybe he cared for me in the past.. has been destroyed by the truth. I don't even know how to handle him at this point. He said it was no one else. He didn't have time to date.. etc. Oh well. Relax, it'll be ok. It may be time to move on for now and see other people. Doesn't mean it'll never happen, but his interests current lie elsewhere. A new love interest will remind you that there's a million (well, actually 7 billionish) fish in the sea and life doesn't end here. 1
Author zanesfan Posted February 23, 2013 Author Posted February 23, 2013 I can't lie. I want to cry, vomit, and poop at all once. I fell in love with him and he fell in love with someone else. And I never even knew about it.
iKING Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 I can't lie. I want to cry, vomit, and poop at all once. I fell in love with him and he fell in love with someone else. And I never even knew about it. Cheer up. Life moves on I promise I know it feels like hell, but this too shall pass. You did yourself a favor by not letting yourself get strung along any further. At least you know where he stands now. So you have the opportunity to get back on your feet and stand tall. There's someone out there for you who will make you the light of their life. Let it out, then let it go.
RebelWithoutACause Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 I wouldn't read too much into fb nonsense. People write all sort of stuff on there. Doesn't mean they mean it. What normal person writes their heart and soul on a fb wall? Besides why do you care? This guy sounds like a proper ahole anyways. Let it go. You'll be happier.
Author zanesfan Posted February 23, 2013 Author Posted February 23, 2013 I confronted him and he didn't deny it. It's not in his character to do something like that unless it's serious. I'll grieve and then be done.
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