LeliiMarie612 Posted February 22, 2013 Posted February 22, 2013 So I've posted threads here before about my exes so to avoid making this too long I won't dig into it completely. But it took place about 6 months ago and we were together 5 months. Now afterwards, for months we hardly spoke. We're both in the same school so I had to face him. At first I wanted NC although he eventually initiated conversation, but for the most part I ignored him. Deep down, I still had feelings but ignored it because he had broken my heart and I felt not talking to him was the best way to go. It worked, but I still struggled moving on. And then, after all this time he starts speaking to me as friends. Since I finally forgave him for what happened, I started speaking to him. He eventually apologized and admitted he was wrong but took long to realize. So I accepted and we have talked a lot since then. It's great, like the way we were as friends before we started dating, since we were pretty close. Only problem, I know deep down I still have trouble seeing him as a friend. It kind of sucks, because I wish we could be friends. But I know deep down I have too many feelings and even though he doesn't know I feel he will sooner or later. We never acknowledged the relationship since that day, he's clearly moved on and I never stay by his side too much, but I still think about him alot and sort of wish it could be how it used to be. When I'm around him, I overanalyze everything I do or he does. And most of all, I worry if I could trust him. I mean I do sort of, so much time has passed and he literally acts as a friend. But at the same time, I just find it difficult to trust someone who hurt me. And he did apologize, but why now? Plus, someone at school swears he's using me. This person is known for trying to start trouble with people so they may be lying about him using me, but I'm still unsure of what to do. I really want to be friends but I'm not sure if I could trust him or my feelings. Should I keep this going?
dnalop Posted February 23, 2013 Posted February 23, 2013 Yes, no rules in life. Just do what makes you happiest. If you like somebody or feel something should be a certain way, make it happen! just have trust and faith in life, and what's meant to be happens:P
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