adelia Posted February 21, 2013 Posted February 21, 2013 The loss of my soulmate. its been a few months now since we made the split final and ive not heard from him and my heart is still in so much pain. There are many reasons for the pain deciet being at the top but theres also the way he took my love and threw it away like it meant nothing I wasnt going to post details but i feel so alone in this. my ex bf is a very attractive man. i found out he had been cheating on me with a guy. ive never had a gay or bi friend before so it really took me off guard. i felt a mirad of feelings from shock to why wasnt i sexy enough for him. eventually i read up on the topic of bisexual and started to understand a but more and we talked and i told him- i knew. he became so enraged and flew off the handle. he told me it wasnt true and accused me if making it up to get out of the relationship. i expressed that i could accept him the way he was but we had to be open and honest. he still denied it and became an instant *******. i felt so devastated. our relationship crumbled. i worry about him. wonder how he is and cry tears for the fact he feels so ashamed if something he doesnt need to be. i miss him terrubly. there were lies im still angry about and he did hurt me but once you love, truely love it diesnt just dissolve. Anyone else been through something similiar? Ive not contacted him in months and its killing me not knowing how he is
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