Author BarbecueMan666 Posted February 21, 2013 Author Posted February 21, 2013 Hehe, I don't know how long ago your breakup was, but I certainly go through those ideas too, but I feel they're hopeless . "Omg she's abusing her looks to get what she wants! I feel so used! I wish she just turned ugly all of a sudden!" I dunno if it helped you thinking like that, for me personally it didn't. My ex definitely adopted ideas early on, and is very rigid in her ways and wouldn't truly change for anyone I don't think. I know I was awesome for her, be it emotionally, mentally and physically, heck I even marketed her youtube videos for her constantly and got her way more views - I don't think she really appreciated what I did for her truly, so that hurts. I know ultimately she'll be more than fine no matter where she ends up - I also know that if the right guy comes along, or rather the right opportunity comes along, she wouldn't hesitate at all giving up those around her for the sake of extra fame or fortune. This was my first LTR (1.5 years) in which ALOT of my time was spent just being with her, even to the point where 6 months we spent together, she didn't really have a job, so her life revolved around mine for a long time. She went through phases which were so distinct, just this final one consisted of her moving to LA, her roommate is a writer and writes the songs for her youtube videos for her. - All her attention went onto her, and I was kind of left living far away without really much of a say, I just loved her and supported her, I fell off her radar.
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