BUBS Posted February 19, 2013 Posted February 19, 2013 Last night I slept with my ex boyfriend... I was with my other ex for 3 years inbetween my relationship with the fiance. I've never had a one night stand before in my life, and after a few drinks at the bar last night I found myself at his house. I think I was seeking validation mixed with just being super drunk and lonely. After it was done was what screwed me up the most... he shut off entirely. I wasn't looking to sleep with him to begin with, I was just looking to be held, to be loved, and I'm a fool to think that after all these years he would think highly of me at all. I miss my ex fiance, and feel humiliated and even more rejected now that it seems all the people I've ever loved or ever loved me no longer feel anything to me. Why is it that I still have feelings for people who treat me with so little respect, more importantly why is it that I seem to have lost all respect for myself in this break up?!
H3Drvr Posted February 19, 2013 Posted February 19, 2013 The only person you should be seeking validation from is yourself. Although its nice to have someone recognize you, if you can love yourself (and this includes setting and achieving goals you can be proud of), anything that comes after that is just gravy! And sleeping with the ex...pssshhh your human! Everyone has needs and maybe that was just your need at that one moment. Don't dwell so much on it and let it set you back.
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