bgfrombg Posted August 31, 2004 Posted August 31, 2004 They say true love is love you're not really looking for, it kinda just finds you. How many people actually believe that? I'm not sure what I believe anymore. Anyone who has read any of my posts knows my story. My g/f of 4 years decided she needed some time apart when everything seemed normal till the night she told me that. She told me she needed two weeks, she wasn't happy anymore and didn't know why. She waited 4 days and told me it was over. She knows I would take her back in an instant, but deep down, I know it's over, it's just facing it, that's the hard part. She stopped by today to see our son, she hasn't had him since Friday morning when she dropped him off before she went to work, but I don't mind, I love my son, I just don't want her to neglect him. I understand she's working alot of overtime and it's hard to do anything else when you are so tired, but he is her son, and I'm losing sleep too. Well anyway, she stopped by and he was asleep, she ended up laying down with him on the couch and she fell asleep for a couple of hours. It hurt me so much seeing her laying there. I wanted to just walk up to her and hold her in my arms. But I know it wouldn't do any good. I don't know if I should believe her, that she really don't know what she wants, or if it's something else. But I know I can't wait around on her to make up her mind. I know they say if you really love someone, to let them go, and if they come back, it was meant to be. Maybe I really haven't let go, but how am I supposed to sit around and wait, put my life on hold when nothing is for certain. Anyhow, I have a new website, I posted the addy before, but I think it got deleted so if anyone is interested in going there, send me a private message. It's basically just a journal(diary sounds too girly,lol) of my life from day to day. I really haven't got everything on it I want yet. I want to go into detail on some of my past, which is pretty interesting, or at least I think so. And I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's offered me advice on here. It has helped me even if I haven't replied back. Take care everyone. http://www.angelfire.com/me5/mylifeky/hunter/
UCFKevin Posted August 31, 2004 Posted August 31, 2004 They say true love is love you're not really looking for, it kinda just finds you. How many people actually believe that? Me.
DerangedAngel Posted August 31, 2004 Posted August 31, 2004 I believe that as well. They're probably going to delete your link. -DA
Papillon Posted September 1, 2004 Posted September 1, 2004 I'm still deciding whether true love will find us, or whether we simply find companionship, and turn it into love... true love doesn't walk around on itself, it has to be created and worked at.
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