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This day always sucks...I try to act like I don't care most years just because I'm always single so what else can I do? But this year is different because just 5 days ago I actually had that special someone, a fiancee even. For once I wasn't going to be one of the lonely losers out there, I would get flowers and maybe a card and we maybe we'd go to dinner. A friend of mine had invited us out to a group date to see the new Die Hard movie. But...he gone. No reason although it's more than likely another girl. I wonder if he'll buy her flowers? I looked at his facebook page and even though he defriended me, I could see he changed his profile picture and it's him with a huge smile on his face and his aunt commented on how happy he looked. Talk about a slap in the face...he's so happy now that he finally got the courage to get rid of me I guess or maybe the other girl makes him so much happier than I did even though he told me over and over and over how I was the best thing that ever happened to him and he would never leave me.

 

But I did wake up this morning feeling a bit stronger than I did yesterday. I'm still down and sad of course, but I have decided to get rid of all of his stuff today. All I have at my place is his clothes and some dvds and of course the engagement ring. I threw away what was left in my bathroom this morning and I deleted all the texts from him, including the really cute pictures he had texted of himself to make me happy. I almost started packing up his clothes, but I didn't want to be late for work, so I hope this forward motion will continue through this afternoon. I'm just going to take his clothes to goodwill..I don't want to see him or contact him to even see if he wants them back. He hasn't actually been at my house for almost a month now so I'm sure it's nothing he truly needs. I'm going to take the dvds and games to half priced books and get a few bucks out of them and then I'm going to take the ring to a pawn shop. I doubt I'll get much for it since I'm fairly sure it's a cheapo ring anyways, but any money is better than nothing and then at least it's gone. I guess I'm going to take the dress to a consignment shop but people say I would maybe get more from craigslist, but I think that will take too much energy and I just want it all gone.

 

The things I'm not sure about is there is a picture he bought me that I love and I'm not sure if I should just get rid of it since it will make me think of him or keep it since I think it's so pretty. I guess I can sit on it for just a bit. If it brings me down too much I can get rid of it later. And what about the money he owes me? I kind of just want to forget it since I don't want to talk to him or anything, but it is a lot of money. I think I will just forward the credit card bill to him when I get it with out saying anything else. Is that the same as NC?

 

I still can't believe it's over. But it is and there's nothing I can do to make it better so I just have to try to keep moving forward. Righ? :(

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You shouldn't worry about this day. It's seriously only a day. So, far, it's my exes bday and a bad day already: it'll be over soon. I know it sucks to be alone, but I wouldn't worry over it...

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