tory1012 Posted February 14, 2013 Posted February 14, 2013 I think i need to seek help or something because I can't seem to do No contact even tho I have tried this week. I have contacted him and he responded. I think because i was only 18 when I jumped into our relationship and he was 26. I feel as if my whole identity is linked to him. I still think whether he will approve of certain things i do. I think i got in way too deep and put him on a pedestal. Its been a year since we broke up, hy can't i just break free? Thoughts, advice etc....
Author tory1012 Posted February 14, 2013 Author Posted February 14, 2013 I just feel so weak and I won't stop until either I move countries ( which I am doing in June ) or he finds somebody he is serious about. I hope the latter would actually happen so i can move on. Because i feel too weak. FFS its been a year now
coffeebean201 Posted February 14, 2013 Posted February 14, 2013 Hugs. He loved the fact you were so into him. Now that is the very thing that hurts you so much. You are obviously cute and have a lot to offer. If you want to talk to someone about it - then you should set that up. Just take it a day at a time and try to get out and about and talk to other people.
coffeebean201 Posted February 14, 2013 Posted February 14, 2013 It often hits us the hardest long after the breakup because you realize the conversation is really over, and you have new stuff you want to share with them.
Author tory1012 Posted February 14, 2013 Author Posted February 14, 2013 Yeah I find it so hard! Whenever he messages me i like jumo to the phone! But I know he only wants me physically. I am really going to try to stop it happening this time!!
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