slant Posted February 13, 2013 Posted February 13, 2013 We were together since April of 2012 but only had three months until I moved 2000 miles away in August. We were completely in love with each other and there were lots of amazing experiences in that time. We saw each other for the first time after being apart in October for five days. It was good but not incredible. I wasn't sure how long things would last. Then she broke up with me in early November. It didn't stick and we spent one night together around Thanksgiving. It was the closest I felt to her since summer, so I was hopeful things could work again for the long run. Christmas came around and it wasn't the same. She didn't really want to be intimate with me, stopped saying 'I love you' etc. I thought we would breakup a week or two into January. January made me happy. We seemed connected emotionally and I was glad to be with her despite the distance. The end of January we decided she would come visit me for 10 days in March! The day before I bought the ticket, she told me she was worried. What if we don't get along, 10 days is a long time, etc. I told her that we should just relax and enjoy each other's company. Then this past week she was distant. Sunday when I brought it up she said she shouldn't come. Now we are stuck paying for this ticket and I haven't spoken to her since Monday. She has been pushing me away and I've been getting tired of it, but I still miss her. I wish I could see her again! I'm not even sure what I meant to ask anymore, but appreciate any words of wisdom. Part of me thinks it's for the best, part of me hopes she'll come around and decide to come even if we breakup after, and another part hopes we will meet again later in life when our lives align better and we both want a serious relationship again.
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