I still love her..... nearly one year on.

[jayy23]

at the end of this month it will be a year since she fin with me after a nearly 5 year relationship and I can honestly say that I still love her and think about her on a daly basis. im alot better now than I was when she left but as I said I still think about her alot. its her birthday this sunday the first one in 5 years that I wont be apart of its a bit upsetting but there's nothing I can do about it. I need to respect that she is happy how things are now. I guess all I have left is the hope that maybe one day our paths will cross again. valentines day is goina be weird without her. in the year that we have been apart I've not really done much to better myself I didnt feel motivated enough but thats goina change as of now. I just hope that oneday someone can come close to makeing me as happy as she did. I dont think she realises just how much she ment to me. I will allways hold a special place for her in my heart. if I could see her one last time I would tell her exactly how happy she made me even on my worst days and that I will allways be here for her whenever she needs me. I need to put my energy into things I can change and not waste it on things I cant change.