Sadmisselle Posted February 12, 2013 Posted February 12, 2013 My ex and I broke up a few weeks ago. I found out after that he had cheated on me. I posted some other stuff about it before. Anyway... after about a week or so of no contact my ex messaged me. I thought I had his stuff all blocked but apparently my cell phone company only blocks calls and not texts unless you have an app, which I just found out today. I, in very poor fashion, engaged in a conversation with him. It went all over the place and then ended in an awful way. Since then, pretty much every day he will message me. It generally always starts out nice and then ends with him saying disgusting things about me, my body, my life, etc.. and how she is better in every way yadda yadda ya.. Now normally when this kind of stuff happened before I would be real down on myself, but for some reason I have been okay. I haven't let it bother me. But tonight was the final straw. His new girlfriend or whatever messaged me. She said a bunch of stuff about how I was crazy and needed to let stuff go etc. I again, STUPIDLY, replied... it went back and forth for a while until I got fed up and blocked her. I then downloaded that app and blocked her number and his numbers... I just don't know where my strength went. He messages me and I cave. Any kind of conversation was better than nothing at all. What is wrong with me? I have felt so much better about myself lately. I haven't let this whole situation get me down... But for some reason tonight did. Tonight got me overthinking everything I have said and done throughout the break up and the relationship. Acting out was obviously immature. But I have never had someone cheat on me. I have never loved someone like this. I know there is someone out there better for me... I think the thing I hate the most is that this is how we ended... with him saying every mean thing possible. With us hating each other. I don't know how i got to this point and why I still let it bother me... There is obviously something wrong with me right? I don't even know what the point was in posting this, I just felt like I had to talk about things before I lost it...
lovecutsrightthruu Posted February 12, 2013 Posted February 12, 2013 We all make mistakes - no point in beating yourself up over it. At least now you got the blocking in order. And now you know for next time not to get into it with either him or the girl. Don't take the comments to heart - these sound like mean spirited individuals - Karma will come around and bite them both in the asse* at the end of the day.
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