316 Posted February 11, 2013 Posted February 11, 2013 It's a lonely, stormy, rainy night over here and I decided to do a little bit of room cleaning. I opened up a cardboard box to take some stuff out of it and at the bottom was a small shampoo bottle that my ex used to use when we showered together... So many memories are flooding into my head now. Now I can't help but wonder if she's okay wherever she's at and whatever she's doing. I have this nagging urge to text her for no reason... As if I'll somehow miss her less if I reach out to her when in reality it will most likely just make me feel worse. I can't shake this irrational image out of my head that she's in her bed lonely and needs the comfort that I used to give her on nights like this. And the most ****ed up part is that she was the one who ended things with me. lol Sometimes I hate that I care about people so much. I hope she's okay.
destroyed4sho Posted February 11, 2013 Posted February 11, 2013 It's a lonely, stormy, rainy night over here and I decided to do a little bit of room cleaning. I opened up a cardboard box to take some stuff out of it and at the bottom was a small shampoo bottle that my ex used to use when we showered together... So many memories are flooding into my head now. Now I can't help but wonder if she's okay wherever she's at and whatever she's doing. I have this nagging urge to text her for no reason... As if I'll somehow miss her less if I reach out to her when in reality it will most likely just make me feel worse. I can't shake this irrational image out of my head that she's in her bed lonely and needs the comfort that I used to give her on nights like this. And the most ****ed up part is that she was the one who ended things with me. lol Sometimes I hate that I care about people so much. I hope she's okay. Awweee, that's sooo sweet of you!! How could you not want to comfort the very person that ripped your heart out!
Author 316 Posted February 11, 2013 Author Posted February 11, 2013 Awweee, that's sooo sweet of you!! How could you not want to comfort the very person that ripped your heart out! Nobody is perfect. She may not love me anymore but I know she still cares about me. I'm hoping to get to the point where we can at least be casual friends after we both recover/move on. Its only been 5 days NC so far but it's the longest we've gone without talking to each other since I've known her... It's natural that I'd worry about her I guess. Sucks that I can't do anything about it anymore though. But you're right she wanted this so I gotta grant her wish. 1
its a lifestyle Posted February 11, 2013 Posted February 11, 2013 Every time I change the volume on the television I make sure I land on an odd number, because she always insisted landing on an even number... that gets me every time
Author 316 Posted February 11, 2013 Author Posted February 11, 2013 Every time I change the volume on the television I make sure I land on an odd number, because she always insisted landing on an even number... that gets me every time It's crazy how the most obscure things can remind us of an ex isn't it? I'm sitting here upset over a shampoo bottle for crying out loud. If I told one of my friends I'd probably get slapped. Lol
Ajax Posted February 11, 2013 Posted February 11, 2013 That'll do it. I fell on the floor sobbing over a toothbrush once. When it's fresh you never know what'll set you off. But yeah, don't contact her.
cdt76 Posted February 11, 2013 Posted February 11, 2013 Tonight it was an old bar of soap with one of here hairs on it. All soap was immediately banished to the trash!!!!
Author 316 Posted February 11, 2013 Author Posted February 11, 2013 Tonight it was an old bar of soap with one of here hairs on it. All soap was immediately banished to the trash!!!! I found this post both funny and depressing at the same time. 1
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