quite.foolish Posted February 10, 2013 Posted February 10, 2013 (edited) 6months of this, feeling hopeless.. What the hell have I done?! She is not supposed to be the girl who's last words to me are "fk off". She is not supposed to be the girl who has me arrested. This is a fking joke. She fking hates me. She'll never talk to me again. 6months on, I still fking hate myself for doing the sht I've done to her. I know for a FACT that I will never meet anyone who I can love in NEARLY the same way. It's all just fked. What's the point? What's the point in getting up in the morning to go to some shtty job that will earn me £400 a week? What's the point in a million pounds in my bank account? What's the point in a great physique? What's the point in fking ANYTHING, when I have to remember fking over a girl who let me in her life for the second time.. Trusted me with her child, her emotions, her body, let me feel what romantic love feels like, let me feel what it is to be close to a girl's body, let me know what it feels like to be truly sorry for causing someone to hurt? What's the point when someone I cared about and who cared about me, doesn't ever want to look at me again because I acted like such a complete TWAT to her? What is the fking point? Edited February 10, 2013 by quite.foolish
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