thewrongonee Posted February 10, 2013 Posted February 10, 2013 Hello all, My love situation started last month, during new years where i completely failed as a boyfriend and did not live up to my gfs expectations. It was simple she wanted her first kiss to be special, but I did not know this, and completely forgot. Furthermore, we dated for at-least 3 months. I was her first boyfriend, i met her at work and she seemed like a good individual so i can asked her out. When i first met her, we hit things off fine, had great moments and had a lot of fun.but ultimately, things started getting bad because i did not find her as attractive and it effected our love life. Additionally, i did some terrible things to her that made her cry ie. did not text her for days, would cause her to cry because i felt i was in a wrong relationship. Fast-forward, one night we went out got drunk, and ended the night off with a good attitude. But for me, i was drunk and texted her, and said a lot of dumb thing, which caused her to finnaly break out and end the relationship. I know she still loves me as she talks to me when i text her, she wants to be friends but i dont want that. The term "if you take things for granted, they get taken away", fits well here because i made a huge mistake. This girl changed my life and made a different person, and i just took her for granted. I just want a second chance, i just want her to let me in to show her what i dident do as a boyfriend. I finnaly confronted her today, saying i can no longer be friends, i love you and i always will. I already apologized to my mistakes, and she forgave me for that. I'm starting my NC rule tonight, but any tips, or anything would help.
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