Missunder Posted February 9, 2013 Posted February 9, 2013 I had just gotten out of a relationship and hooked up with a guy who i work with who had been admiring me for a while and i had also been checking him out. When we first started talking he said he was just looking for fun since he had just got out of a relationship that sucked the life out of him. I told him that was fine because i too didnt want a relationship being fressh out of one i was just deprived of sex. We started out mostly making out for a week until we could find time to actually do it. When we would make out we would have these long locked gazes afterwards and we both always had giant school kid grins and he would always let out a peaceful sigh. When we did finally get the time it felt amazing, in time i tried things with him he hadnt done before. We also spend alot of time talking and i tell him alot of private things. He makes me feel perfect the way i am and comfortable showing anything to him. He has a very sweet personality, spends most of his time caring for his mother. he doesnt want anyone to know what we are doing, mainly his family. I was sitting with my friend who knows about us, i puckered y lips before he said he had to leave and he just puckered back at me then left. After she left he came back and kissed me the told me you dont know how much i needed that. While we where getting out grove on i told him i loved him, and he just said you love me? then later said he has a hard time saying it. I felt hurt, told him it hurt me and that night he came in to visit me at work for a brief moment. the next day he then talked about taking me out to the movies/park/bowling. we've continued to have have sex since, mostly on my urges. just about every time we have had sex i've started it. He likes to cuddle with me and look into my eyes alot. I dont know how to feel about what this is. Sometimes i think i dont want to start a relationship with him even if he asked because i just got out of one, i dont want to rush into something and get trapped again. He's sweet but he's more of a risk taker in life where i am the more tied down secure one. We both enjoy most of the same hobbies but he's dabbled in bad stuff as a kid, where i did not. he has some goals that i dont agree with. To me he's a sweet quiet amazing bad boy. Im not sure if its a road i want to go down.
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