KoKo0 Posted February 8, 2013 Posted February 8, 2013 (edited) I met this guy through a mutual friend over the summer, I just recently then had a horrible and I mean horrible break up, so I wasn't in the mood for much.. didn't really have a first impression of him. So, by the end of the day he got my number somehow and ended up calling me asking me to go out, I refused maybe 3 times and then finally agreed... after that we spent every single day/night together .. I wasn't expecting that at all ... (expect the unexpected ) .. so after spending a few months together, I met most of his friends, he has met mine .. I realized how much alike we are .. we have this strange unspoken connection ... I started to feel like I've known him from before. He is just someone I want to have in my life, even as a friend. Anyway, something came up ... mid October, I would be leaving overseas .I thought things would be okay right before New Years. So I told him I would be leaving but coming back in about 2 months. We spent the whole day together, he seemed kinda more quiet than usual.. I ended up going home early to get some sleep, I received a message shortly after saying he never wanted to lose me and I was his other half. This is the first time he actually expressed something to me besides (I missed you, did you miss me?).. ... I ended up missing my flight, being late... so we had the whole unexpected weekend together, he was acting so differently I think mainly because he knew I was leaving and I realized how much he cares for me. I left, I was sad... but glad I was coming to see my mom. First 3 months away were the hardest .. and then I had to tell him I would not be coming by New Years, and he seemed kinda upset ... telling me that I will probably end up staying there and not coming back. How am I suppose to convince someone who has doubts about me coming back, and asking me is he going to be waiting forever till he sees me again. He has made it clear he is waiting for me, and I have told him I wouldn't drag him along and lie to him if I wasn't planning on coming back. I will be going home in about a month ... and I am more than excited/nervous/anxious... I can't describe it... I think the moment I see him I will throw up ... I just hope after not seeing him for 5 months things will be the way they were or maybe even stronger. I'm so nervous but excited ... what will it be like when I see him, will he hug me or kiss me? Um, what will I say... I don't know... please some advice on this, I can't sleep right thinking about it so much and how the time to see him is almost here! :p:p:p sorry so long... Edited February 8, 2013 by KoKo0
Juicy Fruit Posted February 9, 2013 Posted February 9, 2013 Do some exercise to burn off your excess energy. It will all work out eventually, one way or another.
justwhoiam Posted April 7, 2013 Posted April 7, 2013 I told him I would be leaving but coming back in about 2 months. First 3 months away were the hardest .. and then I had to tell him I would not be coming by New Years, and he seemed kinda upset ... telling me that I will probably end up staying there and not coming back. How am I suppose to convince someone who has doubts about me coming back, and asking me is he going to be waiting forever till he sees me again. I will be going home in about a month ... I just hope after not seeing him for 5 months things will be the way they were or maybe even stronger. I'm so nervous but excited ... what will it be like when I see him, will he hug me or kiss me? Um, what will I say... I don't know... please some advice on this, I can't sleep right thinking about it so much and how the time to see him is almost here! Well, hard to believe a girl who promised she wouldn't be away more than 2 months and then they became 5 months... Anyway, I guess you met him already? How did it go? I'm always scared that something will go wrong when we meet after so many months, but then he hugs me and I forget about the rest.
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