Derpderpleton Posted February 7, 2013 Posted February 7, 2013 We hung out on Sunday as friends. We had a GREAT time, reminiscent of when we were a couple. We pretty much cuddled (I had my arm around her while she was sleeping in my bed, her face pressed against mine), I was going to kiss her, but I didn't (still regretting that). After she woke up, she asked if I felt like she was leading me on, I said no. We continued to have a great time until she went home. The next day I texted her, she hinted when we were hanging out that she might want to hang out again before her game. She told me she had a lot to do and that she was sorry. I wished her luck in her game, she thanked me, and that was that. The last time we texted. The next day we worked together and she seemed to act like she didn't want anything to do with me. Yesterday she lost her game and she seems really down, all I want to do is be there for her, but it's not my job anymore..that's probably the saddest realization of all. The thought keeps popping into my head that maybe another guy is showing interest in her, and it's killing me. It's sad and pathetic that I can't let go of her. She dumped me out of the blue after I did EVERYTHING for her. I always check my phone, with the hope that her name is there waiting, but, when I see it's not, it only further upsets me. I'm a wreck. I loved this girl. Rant over..
Author Derpderpleton Posted February 7, 2013 Author Posted February 7, 2013 I'm just looking at my phone right now, wanting to text her so bad. I want another opportunity of having her in my arms and for me to just kiss her. That's all I can think about..
Darren Steez Posted February 7, 2013 Posted February 7, 2013 Maybe it's time to start doing something for yourself. Time to be selfish. Life is too short to waste time moping around, you look outside your window and life is continuing as usual, moving forward. Go and enjoy yourself man. Really, you lived without her before you knew her, you can live without her now. p.s Being clingy ain't cool, she knows she can snap her fingers and you'll come running like a little lap dog ready to please her. Be a man and go and LIVE!
veggirl Posted February 7, 2013 Posted February 7, 2013 So she wants to be friends and you want to get back together. This has disaster written all over it. You need to go NC unless she says she wants to get back together. She is using you. There are a million threads with this exact situation, NONE OF THEM END WELL!!! She will string you along as a "friend" until she meets a new guy and then sayonara to you!
fallenheart Posted February 8, 2013 Posted February 8, 2013 Yes, that can't be stressed enough...SHE IS USING YOU!!! She doesn't respect you. She doesn't love you and if she has the audacity to use that word like "I love you so much as a FRIEND!" that is NOT the love you want or deserve. That's not love at all. All those emotions you had...like wanting to kiss her and being so happy....she didn't feel them. It's a LIE. Stop torturing yourself and lying to yourself. This "friendship" can never happen. You don't want to be friends with her. And she refuses to ever see you as anything other than a doormat. Erase her number. Block her and every single one of her friends on FB. Delete all evidence of her from your life and go full NC. FOREVER. It's the only way to ever have a hope of healing.
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