Own Worst Enemy Posted February 7, 2013 Posted February 7, 2013 I was just thinking this morning that I had 18 months of being told that I was unf*uckable before he said that he needed to be with someone he wanted to f*ck, because of the way I look. But would I mind hanging around as his best friend to continue wiping his ar.se whilst he goes out looking for girls who are apparently good enough to sleep with, as he's never felt like this or so comfortable with anyone else, and he will be very lonely without me. Mostly I'm OK and I can see that he is a total shallow loser. Lots of you on here have been kind enough to say very nice things about my photo and that the problem is all his, which is really helpful and soothing. But is it any wonder that I feel bad sometimes, after a kick to the crotch like that?! I think that we should be trying not to feel sad or to dwell on it too much. But equally denying it and repressing it won't help. Sometimes they did something truly appalling. And sometimes it takes a while to get over that, and what I am learning is that it won't happen overnight. Unfortunately.
TaraMaiden Posted February 7, 2013 Posted February 7, 2013 I take it that you are in total, complete, 'right-across-the-board' No Contact?
Author Own Worst Enemy Posted February 7, 2013 Author Posted February 7, 2013 1 month and 1 day, to be precise. I can't wait to be more imprecise. 1
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