evondavis1 Posted February 6, 2013 Posted February 6, 2013 The title says it all. I feel ruined. I am 5 months out from my breakup and I still feel terrible. I don't cry as much, but I think about it 24/7, during the day, in my dreams, at night, even when I am out with my friends, or working, or being a mom to my 3 year old. I feel it everywhere. My ex married a girl he met right after our breakup. I don't know if it's a rebound, or true love. It doesn't matter, it is what it is. The only thing that keeps going through my head is the fact that my ex, 3 months after he got married, continues to text me and blame me for everything. Last week he sent several messages about how he would have stayed with me if I didn't kick him out (5 months ago), asking if I am happy that he is now gone and away from our son, and that I chose for him to start a new life without me. How can I not think about this or take it personally? I didn't make him get married after 6 weeks, 7 weeks after our breakup... I didn't make him get her pregnant..... I didn't make him have a LDR marriage.... I didn't make him lose his company..... I didn't make him marry a 24 year old, he is 37..... I have told people to stop updating me, but apparently she keeps posting how awesome her husband is all over facebook. I don't want to know... 5 months out, and I want to feel better. Each day is a struggle for me.
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