Mayfare Posted February 6, 2013 Posted February 6, 2013 It's been almost a month since he ended it and I'm actually starting to accept it. We had an amazing two years together, but today I started to feel like I might actually be okay. I've been spending this past month pampering myself, catching up with friends, and planning some traveling I've always wanted to do. I'm only 21, I'm very frugal with money, and I've just booked 2 vacations for myself (which I would normally never do!). I'm genuinely excited to be treating myself and taking care of number one. I let myself be happy and today ended with a long-time friend asking me out for Valentine's Day! I'm nowhere near ready to date, and he knows this, but it's time to start looking forward and making myself happy. Besides, what's one dinner?! Anyway, I know all of us here are heartbroken and still dealing with the occasional panic attack (myself included), but even in all this there are still good days and happy times. I hope you guys let yourselves experience this, too 1
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