danielle14 Posted February 6, 2013 Posted February 6, 2013 I broke up with my ex-bf 1 year and 4 months ago. We really had the best times together although at a young age, 16, we really experienced lots of heavy problems together. His parents is REALLY AGAINST me continuously texting, calling me that I'm a bitch ruining their son's education without knowing who I am, emotional issues, limited time between us. etc.. But in spite of all those problems, we lasted for two years. He's a college scholar. So when we entered college, it's been rough for us to spend time prior to his studies. Misunderstandings came and sadly, I decided to leave him for good I want him to focus with his studies. Wait for him until he graduates. I think what I did is painful but somewhat a good choice, my friends also agreed with me. It's really hard to stay in a forbidden relationship and my friends said that 2 years of being together is a great achievement. Love him so much ( I still love him a lot, though I entertain suitors, I can't still enter a new relationship because of him. We're really close as ex-bf/gf. Different from other exes that never got the chance to be friends again. We talk, we STILL FIGHT A LOT, but he still understands me. I'm moody, he's sometimes ignorance but we still managed to forgive each other and be close friends again. Here's the thing, he knows that I still love him, I'm an honest person so I show and tell him; -whenever we had fights, he often suggests to see and talk to me personally. which is ughh, chat or text is FINE! -whenever I can't join our reunions, he'll happily ask about me if I'll go and if I'll say "I can't", his mood will change! -we got super close again last October until now, whenever I do NC, he'll initiate to contact me again like "do you know this song?" "your picture is kinda ugly. jk".. etc -whenever I post tweets that I'm having a good talk or bond with other guys or suitors, giving me presents, etc. He'll automatically update his twitter right away that he just talked to his crush and he's so happy. (ALWAYS!!) -always tell me he doesn't like me. he likes this girl, that girl, but 0% feelings for me. -but recently I asked him personally if there is a chance of getting back together. He said NO but he CRIED after that! WTH? -agreed to watch a movie with me then held my hands, THEN AGAIN, HE CAN'T EXPLAIN WHY HE DID THAT. -he still noticed small details about me -whenever I say he's so sweet to his new girl, he will defend that what he did for me in when he's courting me is sweeter and more passionate. THE CRAZIEST THING IS -I went to his University last week for an event, I had a misunderstanding with the girl he said he likes now. The girl is UGHH, making noises like she's picking a fight. You know, the ex and the new girl thing. Instead of rushing to his new girl and asking for her side, he instead looked for me first and fixed thing right away between us. I said, he must prioritize his new girl first and asked him "can you afford to lose her bec. of your ex?" He said YES! He dont want any misunderstandings with me anymore. After the misunderstanding, I lost hope. Got sick of the mind games. His words are so harsh but his actions is too soft and sweet. What will I do to avoid this kind of situation again? I hanged too long THANKS :-*
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