Mary3 Posted August 27, 2004 Posted August 27, 2004 Some of the anger that we have gone through in dealing with a break-up serves a two fold purpose. One we rationalize as wasted energy....we are enraged and drained , angered at what this person did to us. The other part is a necessary anger...it is a sign of healing. Imagine going from to love to anger...and by-passing pain all together. ? I wish I could say I did not go through the pain phase but that phase lasted farrrrrrrrr longer than it should have. Now I am finally in the passive ,healing ,discovery, strength- phase. We want someone to love us very much....to recreate what we felt....and all this energy and words we put here...while the person who dumped us could care less...Now thats wasted energy. .. I want someone like Shreck He loved her unconditonally.....awhh we want alot of things....we wish and hope for them....but I am finally learning to LOVE the most important person in the world " ME ! Love yourself....live life the best you can...take care of yourself......I have alot to learn...
pitprincess Posted August 30, 2004 Posted August 30, 2004 I SO NEEDED TO SEE THIS TODAY! I have fallen in a state of depression and I know it. I don't have a dr I see regulary but feel I need one... With no insurance its hard for me to get the money together and go see one because I always use my money on bills and things the kids want or need. I always try and make things better for others... try and help them understand one another and help them get along. I always get hurt in the middle of it all. I just cant seem to win at anything I do or want. I feel that my life would just be better off If I wasnt even around most times.
KaiaMahina Posted August 30, 2004 Posted August 30, 2004 "I feel that my life would just be better off If I wasnt even around most times." I think your children's lives would definitely NOT be better off. Or the lives of so many others you haven't even imagined. You're trying and winning at survival right now, and sometimes that's the only game in town. There's time for winning at other things in the future.
Author Mary3 Posted August 31, 2004 Author Posted August 31, 2004 Try almost choking to death and having someone apply the Heimlich Manuever on you and then you will see what its like to FIGHT and STRUGGLE for air....Fighting for your LIFE ! After a near death experience I indeed wanted to live again..because can you IMAGINE that you did not want to live for someone who was not worth grieving for ??? This person has hurt you but there is LIFE out there....even with your kids and bills and struggles...LIFE IS PRECIOUS....Get Moving....!! Figure out how to do things you enjoy and the days will get easier...You dont want to know how many months it took me to see this
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