aggie4r96 Posted August 26, 2004 Posted August 26, 2004 Ok heres the deal, Monday me and my now ex-girl spent the afternoon together. We had an overall good time. For about a month now se has said to me that she wants "time". This I guess would not have been so hard for me to do if she wasent so damn perfect to me. We were supposed to be broken up for this past month but we end up at least spending a few days out of the week together doing spmething and it really dosent feel like we are broken up when we are toghter. So anyway monday , at the end of the day she wants to have sex and I do to but I and a little apprehensive about it because I dont want it to mean more to me than it does her. So we get to my place and her mood changes, now she doesnt want to because she doesnt want to hurt me any more, she says. I was somewhat happy but the other side of me was crushed. I feel like this "time" that she says she needs is to go out with her slut roomate every chance she gets and bring all kinds of guys home ( Im just scared she is going to change into someone I cant love). Then I get pissed when we get up to go workout and tell her that she doesnt appreciate me, needless to say it pissed her off. I dropped her off at her car and she went to the bar to meet up with a couple of her guy friends for drinks (so she said). So like a moron I am know feeling bad for what I said to her about not appreciating me. She has already said that she needs to not see me for a while but I want to say I am sorry now. She left her comforter from the drycleaner in my car so I go over there and try to make up. She is still mad at me so she really hurts my feelings. Needless to say I left crushed and the last thing she said to me was "its not going to change anything" in a frustrated tone. Bottom line I feel like I have poured my heart and soul into this and now she wants to go out and party with other guys who just want to hit it. That is really hard to swallow. I love this girl with ALL of my being, why should I be ok with thinking some other guy is kissing her or whatever. I know deep down that this maybe needed but in the meantime a piece of me for 1 1/2 yrs is gone. That hurts really deep.
shamen Posted September 18, 2004 Posted September 18, 2004 Any updates to report? I'm sorry that this happened to you. Being with someone for a long time is always hard to deal with after you've broken up. They had become an integral part to your life. My biggest question to you is: why were you spending so much time with your ex gf? This has got to be super confusing!
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