UndoIt Posted February 2, 2013 Posted February 2, 2013 3rd thread in 2 days...could be a new low for me lol. Anyway, instead of posting a new thread every time my feelings flip-flop, I decided to just start this one, where I can update my rants accordingly. Feel free to not read this, but here goes! First of all, it makes absolutely no sense for me to sitting here all upset over this breakup. Wasn't I the one that first suggested we take a break? Well he really ran away with that idea, didn't he? The truth is, he should be missing me! I'm the one that was just accepted to a Top 15 law school, with scholarship. I'm the one speaking at our graduation at one the best universities in the country. I'm the one that's been financially independent since I graduated high school, and have put myself through school. He's the one that's struggling to keep a B average, barely graduating on time, can't get into a decent law school, can't find a job for next year, and still has his parents giving him an allowance. I'm the one with the great friends and social life, he's the one driving 5 hours to go home every weekend because he misses his mom and dad. Seriously, he has 2 friends on campus and 1 of them is taking my side on all of this. It makes no sense for me to sit here and miss someone that 1. left me to "find himself" and 2. I could do so much better than. In reality, I put up with way too much for those two years, I'm sure we all did. He's never had a job, is way too dependent on his parents (and that's an understatement), and as nice as he is, he never fully appreciated me or his friends. But, he's such a nice guy that knows how to make me feel like a princess, so here I am ranting away on LS. I know all the good things in our relationship are replaceable, but I can't stop missing him and just wanting to go back to when we were happy a month ago.
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